Monday, December 30, 2019

Trouble

Trouble, it knows how to swim
No matter how deep is the water or
How strong is the stream.
Wherever you go it’ll follow,
Up the highest mountains,
over the edge of the cliff.

A rough, purple rope tied into a knot,
Around your neck, pale as the moon
A white, tangled telephone cord.

My grass isn’t green, it’s rather splattered red.
I think I did something wrong,
And now it’s dead.

I can’t be alone.

Monday, December 2, 2019

170 caps.

White, blue and pink
I’m dipping my face deep
Into a water filled sink
Rabbits are jumping around
Give me your paws for luck.

170 caps, trade them for a new heart
Yellow, purple and green
The bruises are covering me
I was waiting for you
But you weren’t waiting for me.

Red long dress
The wind is undressing me
This weight is too heavy to bear

Now,
Give me the key.

Sunday, November 10, 2019

Twenty Four Hours

My heart is shaking
In my chest
Am I really doing
My best?
Crushing under the weight
Of my thoughts
It’s been over 24 hours,
Once again I got lost.
It will never heal, too much
Time has passed.
I’m running away,
But the reaper is too fast.
My fingers are red,
Whose blood is this?

The pain is pulling me
Deep into the abyss.
I finished the whole bottle, but
It didn’t get better.
I lost my voice, but it
Doesn’t even matter

Anymore.