Twenty Four Hours

My heart is shaking

In my chest

Am I really doing

My best?

Crushing under the weight

Of my thoughts

It’s been over 24 hours,

Once again I got lost.

It will never heal, too much

Time has passed.

I’m running away,

But the reaper is too fast.

My fingers are red,

Whose blood is this?

The pain is pulling me

Deep into the abyss.

I finished the whole bottle, but

It didn’t get better.

I lost my voice, but it

Doesn’t even matter

Anymore.

Tears

Tears, taste them

Let me know if they are salty or sweet.

Pages, turn them

Let me know if they’re empty

Or you are going to bleed.

Words, paint them

Let me know if they’re hard to understand

And you’re going to crumble and bend.

I’m your darkest desire, I’m your terrifying dream

I’ll make you beg; I’ll make you scream.

You’re my forbidden prey

I get closer to you, day by day.

Save me from myself

Save me.